The Spiritual Closet
This picture plays an important role when I was going through something called “The Spiritual Closet” and most of the Lightworkers; i.e. Healing or Psychic mediums etc., face this at the onset, or at some point of their journeys, when the Universe pushes them towards their Life Mission of sharing their gifts with the world. The dilemma ranges from seeming fears of survival in a healing profession or criticism or humiliation or being ridiculed or past life issues which may have created these fears and blocks due to being harassed, ridiculed or persecuted for being a Medium, Psychic etc.
When I was fire-fighting this dilemma as to why after almost 18 years (at that time), of being in the Media field, did the Universe push me to this Path of Guidance, Healing and Transforming lives as “They” called; I was fearful of my gifts coming out to the world and feared what would family, friends, associates, seniors and colleagues feel or say.
I was constantly guided to reach out to more people and speak about it on my social media and other circles, which I totally feared and did not adhere to for quite some time. All physical mind fears and blocks stopped me from doing so. I ignored the guidance that constantly told me that along with my Media work this Path has to open up to reach out to the World and help many more who need my services to be of service to the world.
I kept fearing and pushing further, until one morning when I woke up, and saw my mails, this picture was sent to me. It was a forwarded picture but I didn’t know the person and wondered why I was sent this email. Then when I sat for my usual daily mediation, it came as a bolt of lightning that, this was connected to me reaching out to people through the Social Networks which Angels had been pushing me towards since long.
That day when I sat to channel, the most beautiful message came through, which jolted me out of the seeming “Spiritual Closet” making my soul open its doors to all the Souls who were my astral contracts. I was told in the channelling, “Know that until a person’s guidance, healing or learning is due, and the Source from which it is due is You; only then will they be got to the doorstep of Your Life or you would be taken to them. Thereafter it is their Freewill that will operate. You don’t have to worry where people will come from. Have no attachments with the outcome of anything as You are Never the Doer.” These words stuck to me like quick fix glue and truly to Their words that is exactly how God and His Fleet of Beings, have helped me to live and I pray the same continues. To focus on service, to do my guided best; while GOD takes care of the rest. I share the same with all those who are got to me through workshops and sessions too. Thereafter either I was being taken to people or they were brought to me from whichever part of the city, country or world they may be and that was the magic and synchronicity of Divinity.
Time moved on. As nudged and guided I started my journey by talking about my newly discovered world and gifts, to a few close friends and started doing Angel Readings for them, while I continued my Media job, until 2013 when I was guided to take on my life purpose as the only focused path ahead. And thus began my full fledged journey from ‘Glamor to God.’
Thus I reach out to all my fellow beings, who maybe going through such a phase, of being in “The Spiritual Closet” and ask you to let the Path unfold. If you’re meant to help the world around you in whichever manner, you will for sure be made to do that anyhow, come what may, whether you like it or not. The more you resist the Path the more you’d make it difficult for yourself. So just relax, let go and surrender yourself to be the ‘Vehicle of Divinity’ and let Divinity be at the Steering Wheel. It may not be everyone’s calling to become a Practitioner, or a Medium etc., but when we are made to live our lives in a fulfilled manner at the highest of our vibrations, living our innate talents and gifts, we automatically become the souls who are operating out of our inner Light and thus each of us is a ‘Lightworker’ doing what we are ordained to do through those very gifts, talents, and energies utilizing it all in the service for everyone and everything around us.
So if you are guided towards change, transformation or ascension of any kind, just even for your own personal soul growth, do not feel lesser than any other, because when you change, everyone and everything around you also changes. You will become a living example and thus touch people’s lives by merely being that champion of inner transformation. So do not feel that only if you become a professional practitioner, then you will be serving your Life Mission. Your Life Mission could just be as simple but impactful enough as changing yourself and thus the world around you.
So know that it is imperative for you to trust that Supreme Power implicitly and let Divinity do its job, while we do ours, by leaving all our cares, fears and worries unto Them and GOD. When you do that you shall open the doorways to be the Lighthouse of your life and that of others. ♥ © Roshani/Sept2013
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